// Private Intensive · Four Weeks
The Clean Fire.
You are not here to kill your desire. You are here to find out what it has been carrying for you, and then to carry it yourself.
Four weeks, one to one. Twenty eight pieces of daily work, three calls with me, and my phone between them. No group, no shame, no pretending.
€890 · Klarna or card · split payments available
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What this actually is
The pattern is not the desire.
Most people who come to this work have been fighting the wrong thing for years. They think the problem is what they want. It is almost never what they want. It is the moment before, the thing that gets spent, and the silence afterwards.
Desire is not the enemy and it is not a weakness. It is the most accurate signal you own. When it runs you, it spends your attention, your money, your mornings and your honesty on something you did not choose. When you can look at it, it points at what you are actually hungry for, which is usually older and much more human than the thing on the screen.
Four weeks is enough time to see the mechanism honestly, take it apart once, and build something that holds when the moment comes back. That is the whole promise. No shame, no purity, no performance.
The arc
Four weeks, one movement.
See it
What desire is doing in you, where the pattern was formed, and the first time you learned to want something you were ashamed of. You build the map of the loop: the trigger, the moment before, the substitute, the cost.
Name it
The exact situation, hour and feeling where it takes over. You stop calling it a habit and start naming what it is: a hunger for something real, met with something cheap. Fasting from the mechanism, never from the desire.
Break the mechanism
One conscious interruption, planned in advance, for the specific hour it happens. What you do instead, who you tell, and how the moment feels when it does not win. This is the week people remember.
Direct it
The same fire, pointed at something. Work, body, prayer, the person in front of you. You leave with a written rule for the moment it returns, because it will, and a rhythm that keeps you honest after the four weeks end.
What you get
Everything included, nothing extra.
- 28 daily pieces, one every morning for four weeks. Short enough to read in ten minutes, sharp enough to work with all day.
- Three private calls with me, sixty minutes each: the opening, the turn in week three, and the closing.
- My phone for the whole four weeks. WhatsApp, direct, no queue and no assistant.
- A written map of your pattern, built from your own answers, not from a template.
- A closing document you keep: the rule for the moment, the verse you return to, and the rhythm after we finish.
- Your Numerology Profile, hand calculated and written, so the four weeks start from your map and not from introductions.
Three private calls (€690) and your Numerology Profile (€170) alone come to €860. The 28 daily pieces and four weeks of direct access are on top of that.
Who it is for
Honest about the fit.
This is for you if something keeps winning that you did not choose, you have already tried willpower and white knuckles and you are done pretending that is a strategy, and you are willing to write honestly for twenty eight days.
This is not for you if you want someone to tell you that you are broken and only they can fix it, if you are looking for a group to hide in, or if you want to be given rules to obey instead of understanding to carry.
One person at a time, and only two places run in parallel. If the two are full, you wait for the next opening rather than share the month with five others.
The investment
€890. Paid once, nothing monthly.
Klarna is available at checkout, so you can spread it rather than pay it in one go. Card works too. If you need a different arrangement, write to me first and we will find one.
Questions
Before you decide.
When does it start?
Within two days of your payment. You get the first piece the following morning, and I send you the call times myself.
Is this group work?
No. One person at a time, one to one, always. There is no group, no cohort, no shared channel.
Do I have to talk about anything I am not ready for?
No. You set the pace of what you share. The work asks for honesty, not confession.
How much time each day?
Ten to fifteen minutes of reading and writing. The calls are sixty minutes. The rest is your life, which is where the work actually happens.
Can I pay in parts?
Yes. Klarna is offered at checkout, and if that does not suit you, write to me and we arrange something direct.
This is spiritual and personal work, not medical or psychological care. If you are in crisis, this is not the right container and I will tell you so myself.